Helloooo world. ;) I didn't update my blog for quite a long time. I'm not busy or anything, I'm just.. Haihh, I don't know. Well, right now, I'm sick. My right side eye is all red. I blame FB for this. I fagging do. T.T Hahahah.
Okay, I gotta go everybody. I don't want my left side to be red too. Hahahah.
Today was kinda boring. Leong text-ed me. And now, she doesn't wanna talk to me. I think it's because what I asked her earlier. TT.TT I'm sorry. I'm sad. Lol. I could cry you knoww. Sorry. Haihh, what else can I do? For you to forgive me? Aishh. Sorry a million times x)
I'll blog again tomorrow. Seriously no mood. I love you guys :)
I'm so not in mood right now. Erghh, how could she do that. Omaigawd, I cried to Hana. Hana pun macam.. HUH?!?!?! Haha. She paused the song that she was playing on her laptop and listen to me crying while telling her what really happened to me. And she was like giving me advices. And after that, I stopped crying. Thanks to her. And I hung up the phone. I post something about this on facebook. Asther, Poh Kheng, and Hana commented on that post and gave me advicessss. Thanks you guys. Without you guys, I'm not sure that I can go through this. I do not know what's HER problem. I tried to ask HER about this. But she didn't reply. Pffft. What more can I say?
And yeah, this is for YOU.
I can't stand this anymore. It's hard for me to forgive you. You've crossed the line. And, you know what? GO TO HELL. I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE.
Kaulah laguku, kau irama terindah. Tak lagi kudengari.
Ahh, I'm touched with these lyrics. Aww, today is my last day to go to school. I cried. Erghh, I'm not strong. I know. Pfft, I wish I could turn back time. I wanted to do better in my exams. I wanted to be a better friend for my best friends. But what I can really do is to try my best in everything for next year. I want to be a better person. I really do.
I'm not so sure that I can still maintain in the first class next year. There are so many competition. Hmm, if I really can't, maybe 3k2 would be a good class for me. Ahh, I don't wanna think about that now. Whatever it is. Next year, I'll be a victim for PMR. Pffft, wish me luck. I really need all those lucks. Hahah.
I'll miss my friends. All of 'em. They mean a lot to me. Just now, Lim was like Reza, don't approach me. This is because she doesn't want to cry again. Bee yin seemed like ignoring me. I don't know what I did to her. But if i did something wrong. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. We are humans. And we make mistakeS. Hahah.
And Syaa. My sister. She didn't come today. :'( She told me she woke up late. Hmm, I'm sad. I already cried because of this. But, nevermind. I still love her. <3
Whatever it is, this year was a tough, challenging, fantastic, fundamental and a meaningful year for me. I'm so gonna miss my friends. Especially all the form fives. They will be having SPM soon. So, HWAITING! Good luck. Next year, they won't be schooling with us anymore. I'll miss them. :') So, I think this post ends here. Good night. I gotta sleep. My eyes are tired.